Kate Peterson is coming undone.
At age 25, the singer-songwriter has reached a point of transformation
in her life, vacillating between where she wants to live, what she wants
to do and who she wants to be.
It's a theme that has popped up frequently in Peterson's songwriting
during the last year. So much so that she wrote a song about it -- "Undone"
-- which also serves as the album's title.
"The song is about wandering, trying to figure stuff out,"
the Lansing musician said. "Coming undone doesn't mean in pieces;
it means unfinished.
"I'm kind of in a state of not knowing, but I feel fine about
that. I'm in a really good place and no matter where I end up, it's
going to be good."
Undone is Peterson's second album. She released her self-recorded debut
album, More to Me, in 2001. Playing what she calls, "pleasantly
aggressive folk," Peterson started performing about four years
ago. Since then, she has become well-known in the Lansing singer-songwriter
circuit. Along the way, her songwriting has become more sophisticated,
her guitar-playing more refined. She still belts out deeply personal,
heartfelt lyrics, but with more passion and energy than before. (That
worn spot on her guitar has gotten deeper.)
Peterson wanted Undone to be emotionally and musically raw like Lori
McKenna's Kitchen Tapes, recorded on a mini-disc player in McKenna's
kitchen. Recorded at Jason Lantrip's Lansing studio, Trash 180, Peterson
mimics much of the same intimacy of McKenna's album. She sings straight
from her gut with an emotional intensity that can cause goosebumps.
"A lot of [the] songs are about me working through s---, growing
up," she said. "It's about worrying. I'm 25, I have a lot
to figure out."
The intimacy of Undone goes even deeper than Peterson's previous album
with songs such as "It Was Nice," about a relationship that
Peterson realized she couldn't save and "Sundays," which Peterson
wrote for her partner and is "the most intense, outwardly personal
song" Peterson said she has ever written.
"When those words were written, they weren't meant to go to anyone
else," she said, laughing. "I'm definitely an e-mail poet.
I write lots of e-mails like that and that's how it came out in an e-mail.
But it was a big step for me to put that out there. It's very personal.
Most people don't show that side of themselves."
Songwriting for Peterson is a lot like journaling, except for the fact
that she then shares those words with strangers on stage.
"Maybe I'm oblivious to the fact that other people hear these
words and know this about me," she said. "I never think about
how vulnerable it makes me. When I'm on stage, I'm not hiding anything.
I'm completely straightforward, even if I'm rambling about what I did
that day, what my insecurities are at that moment or how I'm embarrassed
that I'm sweating so much. I don't think of it as me telling secrets.
"The idea of writing a song about something other than me feels
really strange. I have never written some fiction folk song about some
guy down the river. Am I supposed to be able to do that?"